Oh, the weather outside is frightful.



The weather is still pretty crazy. It got kind of warm and most of the snow melted and, today, it snowed all over again. We'll probably still have school tomorrow, but I really hope not. We got out of school early today, but only by, like, twenty minutes, so it wasn't even worth it. Pretty bull crap.

My boyfriend is going through a lot of stressful stuff right now, and it makes me so worried, even though he tells me not to be. I'm just scared that when he really, really needs it, I won't know what to say to make him feel better. I always want to be able to make him smile, and I'm not sure if I can. But he says he'll be okay, so I'll trust him.

I'm working on a new song that has been in the making for the past three months. I hope to get it done by the end of the week so I can sing it for Vince on the weekend. Or maybe on Valentine's Day. :] I'm really excited for the fourteenth. This will be the first year I've had a boyfriend on v-day and not only is that exciting in itself, but he's also the first person I've ever felt this strongly about. I'm glad I was kind of a player until now. I was with a lot of people (not sexually, duh!), but none of them made me happy. I told Vince it was a good thing I had my heart broken by a few jerks before him because then I wouldn't know what it felt like to be treated so good. It'd just be the usual to me. I don't need to be treated like a princess. Vince is never nice to me (lmao, ily), but he honest to god loves me and I honest to god love him back and that's all I need.

Wow. Lovey-dovey post. Whoops. Comments still don't work, but I can't figure out why for the life of me. If you have any advice, hit me up on msn. carizzlemynizzle@hotmail.com :] Thanks!!

Well, it's one in the morning so... good night/morning. Talk to you fine internets later.